I'm not sure what it is about 23 that is so stark and dooming. I am starting to wonder where people get the motivation to do what they want to. Even more so how do they get the resources? Is it only the blessed few that have a perfect combination of motivation and resources that are able to achieve their goals? I feel as though I have neither. I've been trying to decide what "I" want but not only can I not picture what it is but when a haze of a picture begins to form the road there is hazy and there is no actual way to accomplish anything. Going back to school is no longer seeming like a feasible option - I am accepting my path directly into adulthood. But now what?
I am the same age as my high school math teacher.
I need to drop the past and start anew. A plan that doesn't include any pieces of the past professionally or socially. I need to move forward and become who I am supposed to be, and who I have been before the molding of my surroundings.
I am the same age as my high school math teacher.
I need to drop the past and start anew. A plan that doesn't include any pieces of the past professionally or socially. I need to move forward and become who I am supposed to be, and who I have been before the molding of my surroundings.
